| Happy for the first time in awhile |
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So I just had to update to say I am actually happy for the first time in quite sometime. I am finally with a great guy who makes me feel wanted and just makes me happy. I haven't seen him since yesterday and I already kinda miss him, yea i know i am a sap. Thats what happens when the person you are with has to go to work but he's off work in like an hour so hopefully I will be able to see him. Been staying at my brothers while he is in alabama, me and katie make pretty good roomates I love my brother and sister in law they are doing a heck of a lot for me letting Mike stay here with me because my parents won't let him stay at my house they are being hipocrits but what can i do. So my life is pretty good right now and I am liking it.
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| Another Weekend Come and Gone |
[27 Jun 2004|09:26pm] |
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Well here it is Sunday night and the weekend if officially over. Although I guess its a good thing that it is because I have basically been at home all weekend and to all those who know me you know I hate being at home. But then again as of late that seems to be a constant. Oh well I have been kept entertained by many phone calls to my brother and talking to all of his friends. It makes me realize more and more how much I miss him and how much I wanna go see him and meet all these people I talk to on pretty much a daily basis. I am beginning to think that maybe if my parents do move back east I will keep driving and get a place with my brother. We have talked about it before so I dunno we will see what happens. I have many thoughts in my mind about staying here and going there. I don't have the life that I once did well its not the same anymore so maybe I do need a change. Its just weird you know. One second you have your life in order and the next you have no answers to anything and don't know where to go next. I miss the old me where you know I was happy and content in my life. But I guess I will have to find that again and just deal with the cards laid out in front of me. I don't know what my trip is lately, I just don't know anything anymore and its beginning to wear on me. I just wish I could find something or figure out in my head to guide me where I need to go, but I doubt if I haven't found it by now I don't think it will be coming around anytime soon. Well I guess I will go for now and try and figure shit out adios lj.
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| Quiz |
[31 May 2003|11:41am] |
You come from the Future. Your soul came from a
different time, far in the future. You're just
a little bit a head of everyone else and you're
constantly wondering what lies ahead.
Where Did Your Soul Originate?
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| chipoodle-Lol inside joke |
[03 Apr 2003|07:32pm] |
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So anyways I am sittin here doing nothing yet again as always. Wishing I had some damn money so i could go do something but I don't which fucking sucks. Oh well life goes on I suppose. Boredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredbored! lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala!
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| Mike |
[03 Apr 2003|12:26am] |
More than anything
ILove You
Knowing that you are there for me
Everyday means more to me than you will ever know
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| LOADED |
[27 Mar 2003|02:53pm] |
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Hey yea so I am chillin with dust to the t and decided to take my vics. I feel pretty damn good right now and keep having an uncontrollable urge to smoke alot of cigarettes. And i have come to the conclusion that when i take vicodin that i get especially fuckin horny. Vicodin does what e is supposed to, to me. Oh well hopefully I will get some action in the near future like maybe later today. I know that many people that read my lj don't particullarly care to here about my sex life but you know what I have a good one and like to tell people. LOL I think I need another cigarette now.
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| Went shopping today |
[22 Mar 2003|04:20pm] |
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I like going shopping with my mom and mike. Because we always score lunch and a snack while we are out. Plus I scored 2 new shirts, they didn't have any pants I like at Sears. Mike is hella zonked out after that concert last night. He hella like broke some guys nose last night. I guess this hella white trash mullet dude was hella drunk and started pushing his way around and was hella like bumping into people and trying to take their spot. I guess the guy got pissed cause Mike wouldn't give his up and poured his beer on Mikes head. Well Mike of course retaliated and hella did a fat elbow launch right onto his nose and cracked it down the side and blood was gushing everywhere. The bouncer saw the whole thing and kicked the mullet boy out, he said hey man he poured beer on you we allow you doing that. So he got to stay and mullet boy had to leave. I think thats funny. Mike hit white trash thats gr8! My boyfriend kicks ass.
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| My inner smurf |
[21 Mar 2003|11:34pm] |
Find your inner Smurf!
Out of all the fucking smurfs I am painter wtf? I have no artistic ability what so ever. Thats insane! Oh well was bored and had nothing better to do so why not take a quiz!
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| Woo Hoo |
[20 Mar 2003|11:40am] |
 You Are an EXPERT in BedYou know precisely what you’re doing when the sheets are pulled down and the panties go right along with them. You’re also super confident, and rightly so. Because any man who may be fortunate enough to find himself between your legs is a happy man, indeed. You’re the type of woman men brag about in locker rooms: knowledgeable, adorable, and lickable. You’ve gotten to the point that you don’t even have to try so hard. It all just comes naturally: the mouth, the hips, everything underneath. One lovely little package. Are *You* Good In Bed?More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva
I have been told I am good in bed so I guess this confirms it!
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| It was too long to finish |
[19 Mar 2003|12:28am] |
The FOR STARTERS Side:
01. Time you start: 12:28 am
02. Full Name: Rachel lynette Steward
03. Nicknames: Crazey,Casper,Epiphany
04. Screen names: Crazey69
05. Pet(s): A dog named Poncho.
07. GPA: 3.0
08. Sex: Female
09. Birthdate: Nov 3,1983
10. Zodiac sign: Scorpio
11. Location: Roseville Ca
12. Hair color: Red
13. Eye color: Blueish green
14. Siblings : 4
15. Bestfriend(s): I have 3 and you know who u are
The CRUSH Side:
16. Crush: Nope in a relationship
17. Girlfriend/Boyfriend: Boyfriend and love him more than anything
18. If you could go out with anyone, who would it be: I will stay with my boyfriend
The PAST Side:
19. Memory [thing] you miss most:I miss my brother
20. If you could go back in time, where would you go: Back to last summer
21. Memory you would like to forget: I dunno
22. What'd you do yesterday: Hung out with Dusti and Mike
23. Last person you talked to on the phone: Mike
24. Last thing you said: I love you
25. Last song you listened to: Tool's cover of Lovesong
The FAVORITE Side:
28. TV show: Will and Grace
29. Song: Anything by the Doors or NIN
30. Color: Purple,Black
31. Day of the week:Friday
32. Month: November
33. Holiday: Christmas!
34. Number(s): 8 and 26
35. Sport to play: Basketball
36. Sport to watch: Basketball I love the Kings!
37. Ice cream:Cookie Dough
38. Candy: Snickers
39. Channel:MTV
40. Shampoo/Conditioner: Thermasilk
41. Saturday Night Live quote: Oh no too sexy
42. Sports Team: Sacramento Kings
43. Actor/Actress: Brandon Lee
44. Non-alcoholic Drink: Pepsi
45. Alcoholic Drink:Singapore Sling
46. Band/Singer: NIN,The Doors,Tool
The BELIEVE OR NOT Side:
61. Do you believe in angels: Yea in a way
62. Aliens:Just because you haven't seen it doesn't mean it doesn't exist
63. Heaven & Hell: I believe in a higher power
64. God: In a way
65. Yourself: Alot more lately
66. Love at first Sight:Never experienced it so no
67. True Love:Yes because i know what that feels like
68. Soul Mates:Yes and I think I have mine
The HAVE YOU EVER Side:
69. Been on a plane: More than I can count
70. Cried in public: Uh huh
71. Climbed a tree:WHo hasn't
72. Fell asleep in a Movie Theater: Fell asleep watching Beetlejuice
73. Met a celebrity:Bobby jackson of the Kings
74. Been scared to get a shot: Oh Yea
75. Shopped at Abercrombie & Fitch: Fuck no i hate that place
76. Skipped school: I missed more school sophmore year than I attended
The WHAT DO YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU HEAR Side:
78. Bill Clinton: Should have inhaled
79. Dreams: My own world
80. Sex: Great
81. Whipped Cream:Fun in bed
82. South Park: Drugs are bad mmmk
83. Boy Bands: Used to like em god I was dumb
84. Guys:love the one I'm with
85. Girls: not gay so wouldn't know
86. Death: Not afraid of it but like life alot right now
The HAVE YOU EVER Side:
107. Been Kissed: Who hasn't!
108. Been In Love:Am right now
109. Had Alcohol: Duh of course
110. Done any kind of drug other than medical: E,LSD,Mushrooms
111. Failed a grade:Not yet
112. Skipped a grade: nope
113. Sang and Danced while alone in your room: Of course I have
114. Missed someone: I miss my brother alot right now
The WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU Side:
115. Cried: When my sister kicked me out
116. Told someone not related to you that you love them:A lil while ago when i was on the phone with mike
117. You were on the phone: About half hour ago
118. You laughed until you cried:Don't remember
119. You stayed home all weekend voluntarily: When I was sick
120. What time is it now: 12:44
[::Basics::]
[What?s your name?Rachel
[How old are you?]19
[When is your birthday?] 11/03/83
[Where do you live?] Roseville
[Who do you live with?]Parents
[What do you do all day?]Look for work
[What religion do you follow, if any?] Don't really believe in religion
[What do you look like?]A girl
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| Survey |
[17 Mar 2003|01:39pm] |
If you were ______ , what would you be?
[A FLOWER] Red Rose
[A FRUIT] Kiwi Fruit
[A VEGETABLE] Carrot
[A SPICE] Oregano
[A COLOR] Dark Purple
[A BUG] Black Widow
Short Answer
[RIGHTY OR LEFTY?] Righty
[ARE YOU SMART?] Sometimes
[WHAT'S YOUR MIDDLE NAME?] Lynettes
[HOW MANY PERSONALITIES DO YOU HAVE?] Enough
[HOW MANY PIERCINGS DO YOU HAVE?] Eyebrow,ears
[TATTOOS?] 2 one on my arm one on my ankle
[DO YOU LIKE V-8?] As much as I like drinking alcohol
[WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST WORD?] Probably Fuck cause I say it alot
[ARE YOU SUPERSTITIOUS?] yes very
[DO YOU READ YOUR HOROSCOPE?] Everyonce in awhile
[DO YOU BELIEVE IN THAT STUFF?] Course I do I have my sign tattooed
[CAN YOU DO A CARTWHEEL?] used to be able to haven't tried in awhile
[DO YOU HAVE BANGS?] In a way they are as long as my hair
[CONTACT LENSES?] Nope have pretty good vision
[CAN YOU DRIVE?] Yea but I want a new car
[WHAT DO YOU DRIVE?] A 97 Toyota Corolla
[DO YOU SNORE? ] My boyfriend says I do, I don't think I do
[DO YOU DROOL IN YOUR SLEEP?] Who doesn't everyonce in awhile
[DO YOU LICK YOUR ENVELOPES OR USE A SPONGE?]I lick em
[WHAT LANGUAGES DO YOU KNOW?] english and German
[WHAT'S THE BEST AWARDS SHOW?] video music awards
[DO YOU LIKE ONIONS?] Ewwww
[DO YOU LIKE COTTON CANDY?] Best pure sugar on earth
[DO YOU LIKE PINA COLADAS?] They taste good
[WHAT INSTRUMENT CAN YOU PLAY?] Does a cell phone count?
[WHAT WORDS/SAYINGS DO YOU OVERUSE] Fuck,Hella,Trippin
[WHAT DO YOU SLEEP IN?] Whatever suits the weather
[WHEN IS YOUR BEDTIME?] Whenever I decide I am tired
[HOW MANY PILLOWS DO YOU HAVE?] 5 or 6
[DO YOU LIKE TO DANCE?] When no one is watching
[DO YOU LIKE TO SING?] In my car
[ARE YOU GOOD AT IT?] Teasing my boyfriend
[HOW MANY CDs DO YOU HAVE?] I am not sure
[DO YOU LIKE TO TALK ON THE PHONE?] I used to alot more but I like chillin with the person better
[DO YOU LIKE WHERE YOU LIVE?] Kinda only because my friends are here
[IS YOUR ROOM MESSY?] I keep it pretty clean
[DO YOU LIKE YOUR WRITING?] I like my poetry I write when I am depressed it helps
[DO YOU LIKE TO FINGER-PAINT?] When I was 4
[ARE YOU ORGANIZED?] Depends on what your defination of organized is
[WHAT DO YOU PUT ON HOTDOGS AND HAMBURGERS?] Hot dogs only mustard, Hamburgers normally plain
[DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL?] Nope only my blankie
[DO YOU SLEEP WITH YOUR SOCKS ON?] When I forget to take em off
[ARE YOU TICKLISH?] Yea and i like it
[DO YOU TALK TO YOURSELF?] Sometimes
[IS YOUR HOUSE 1, 2, OR 3 STORIES HIGH?] 1
[DO YOU HAVE A BASEMENT OR AN ATTIC?] attic
[ARE YOU A MORNING PERSON?] Not particullarly
[DO YOU BELIEVE IN GHOSTS?] Fuck yea
[WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE FEATURE (ON YOURSELF)?] My eyes I guess because they change color
[WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU'RE NERVOUS?] Bite my nails and my hands sweat
THE LAST PERSON WHO:
*CALLED YOU: Mike and Dusti
*SLEPT IN (ON) YOUR BED: Mike
*SAW YOU CRY: Mike
*MADE YOU CRY: My sister
*SPENT THE NIGHT AT YOUR HOUSE: Mike
*WENT TO UR HOUSE/APT/LIVING AREA: Mike
*SENT YOU AN EMAIL: Dusti
HAVE YOU EVER:
*BEEN TO NY? no
*BEEN TO FLORIDA? Yep a few times I love it
*BEEN TO CALIFORNIA? Duh I live near Sac
*HAWAII?: Nope never want to either
*CHINA?: Nope but i like Rice
*CANADA?: Nope but if we go to war I am migrating (not)
*DANCED NAKED: yup
*STALKED SOMEONE?: Never thats fucked up
*HAD A MUD BATH?: No but maybe someday
*WISHED YOU WERE THE OPPOSITE SEX:Maybe occasionally cause men have it fucking easy compard to women sometimes
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| Officially gone |
[10 Mar 2003|10:10pm] |
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Well Josh is officially gone. It sucks but I am not as sad as I thought I would be. Yea I am sad but not near the amount I thought I was gonna be. I know technically I didn't lose my brother but in a way I did. A big part of me is leaving with him to boot camp. Well hell I will get to see him in July when he graduates all his shit. Well anyways went back to California Tattoo today to get Mike pierced, the guy was like back again already. So he got his eyebrow pierced. So now we kinda match in a way.I didn't think it would look that good on him I thought the lip would look better but I like his eyebrow. Shit no matter what he did I would probably end up liking it for the sheer fact that he's my boyfriend and I love him to death. Get to find a new job tomorrow, yea thats gonna be loads of fun, if i thought it was hard finding a job before now its gonna be even harder seeing how my eyebrow is pierced. Oh well fuck it I know I can find a job, I always do.
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| Fuck you bonnie |
[07 Mar 2003|09:34pm] |
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So my sister kicked me out. Yea she can go to hell. She says one thing and does another. So she didn't like me telling her the truth about what we had agreed to bout rent and told me to get out. So as much as I didn't want to I moved back in with my parents. I still have a few things to grab from her house. Stuffed animals, board games, and my crow stuff that should take 5 min. And tomorrow after work we are getting my dresser and bed. But the rest of my shit is here . I realized I don't have that much stuff its just mostly all clothes. So I can look at it this way I will have a hell of a lot more money. Cuz all I will have to pay here is my car and the cable. Thats 400 a month. And I make at least 300-400 more a month. So I will finally have some damn scrilla then when I go back to school I will have 1100 dollars a month to blow that will be so fucking nice. Well I am done bitching for now.
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[29 Jan 2003|07:14pm] |
Hooligan Bear
Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
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This is the result that Mike got when he took it and for all those who know him don't you think the description fits??? I got stoner bear i guess that would have fit me back in the day but not now. Still its funny though.
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| Days off are gr8 |
[29 Jan 2003|01:28pm] |
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tuesday and wednesday off is nice. But I have to work 8 and a half hours tomorrow. Blah! I hate working long shifts but life goes on I suppose, and plus its money so I can't bitch. Chillin on the west side right now with the dustmiester. We's bouts to go knock off the liquor store and go get shitty off of vodka tonics and drive our cars off of a cliff. But we won't be in them hopefully we will be smart enough to get out of the car. Nah is all good in da hood, we be chillin we also be helsa bored. Thats why I be writin like a loked out nigga.
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| Hate having to depend on other people |
[02 Jan 2003|07:11pm] |
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I hate having to depend on other people. My family members are making my car payment for me. Its hella cool that I can rely on people when I need em but it sucks at the same time. Mike even offered to pay it for me. Its nice to have a boyfriend that cares about me as much as he does. Its totally not something I am used to. I feel bad that they are doing it. Cuz I know they really don't have the money, but then again I have no money. I will get them back for it eventually. Someday down the line when they need help, I will help them. Hey I am loved afterall!
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| Merry Christmas |
[25 Dec 2002|04:45pm] |
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Merry Christmas and all that junk. I am sitting at home waiting for the food to be done. Good eatings about to be had. I got hella coo shit. I have thoroughly added to my Kings collection. A new sweatshirt,a plaque with webber,bibby, and stojokovic, a bibby bobblehead, a set of 4 mini bobbleheads, and a woven kings throw that Mike got me. I got a whole bunch of other stuff to but I am happiest with my Kings stuff. I finally got new shoes so i threw my other ones away. Dusti came by for a lil bit to wish everyone here a Merry Christmas, we chilled and smoked a cigarette before she had to go to her grandmas. Mike came over and he exchanged gifts with my family. Then he had to leave to go to his aunts house for dinner. He is probably gonna come back over later. His birthday is tomorrow. He will be a whopping 20. He said its kinda funny tomorrow I will be dating a teenager. I just laughed. He's so cute, I love him to death. His parents bought me a hella comfy outfit. They are hella cool. Well I got to go eat now. So Merry Christmas to everyone hope you all had a good one.
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